Some people say they fear oblivion. For me, oblivion is my biggest wish. I have become so self aware, I wish I was oblivious to how I even exist. No one should have to go through life, questioning their very existence!
The thing that sucks about mental illness is that if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, nobody cares. Nobody cares until you reach their standard, and that standard is when your problem is bad enough to effect them
The amount of people who can relate to this makes me equally incredibly sad and immensely angry